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    Meditation: Exclusive Footage of the inside of my mind while I meditate!

    Meditation: Exclusive Footage of the inside of my mind while I meditate!


    Exclusive Footage of the inside of my mind while I meditate!

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 10:02 PM PDT

    I am quite addicted to stoned meditation. I am not ashamed of it to stop either

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 06:02 AM PDT

    So I meditate two times a day

    1) An hour or so after I wake up (7AM on weekdays, varies on weekends) - I have some tea, I start planning my day in my head. Then I'll sit outside my balcony and close my eyes for 10 minutes. I pray and show my gratitude to the universe. I have a job, I have a loving family, I have friends, I have the luxuries of the 21st century, a functioning body and everything I need, I have. I do this sober.

    2) Post 5.30pm - I roll a joint, I smoke, I savour the joint and feel the high creeping in. I go sit in my balcony for 30-45 min and just be. In this state, I feel like an ethereal being. I feel "myself" dissolve into the infinite connection of the universe. I feel the void and I feel the light. It is a state of pure bliss. It is by far the favourite part of my day. Unless I'm meeting a good friend or going out travelling or something. But the pandemic has sealed this habit and I don't like going without it. I can feel the behaviour of an addict and adhering to this pattern.

    I typically never smoke than one small joint a day, even on weekends. I'll smoke with a friend but I have increasingly been shying away from social smoking and loving only meditation smoking. But god damn I love the feeling. I don't even want to stop because of how deep I can go during my meditation.

    What do you think? Does anyone else do this too?

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    No longer uncomfortable with silence

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 07:02 PM PDT

    I've only been meditating for about a month now after my therapist recommended I give it a try when my usual tools just weren't keeping me mentally healthy. While I still have so much to learn I've gained more than I ever thought possible. Tonight it hit me that for the first time ever I don't feel the need to have the TV on or to have music playing or to have someone in the room with me. I didn't realize how completely uncomfortable I was with silence until now, when I'm suddenly very content to sit quietly in my room even when not actively meditating. I'm sure there are some threads to pull and things to explore there, but for now I'm just content to enjoy this gift.

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    Need advice on Negative thought loops

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 07:42 PM PDT

    I have the same self loathing and depressive thoughts that go on repeat constantly in my head. If I try to get rid of them they only amplify. If I try and watch them the emotions become too strong. If I ignore them they get louder. What do I do?

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    “The best mediation is effortless. The best meditation is a gentle awareness”

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 10:05 PM PDT

    Type "yes" if you agree

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    I became TALKATIVE after longer mantra meditations? Why

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 02:06 PM PDT

    I increased the dosage of my mantra meditations. I do mantras and i really get extreme focus from it. Like i can focus on things way more than any type of meditation. My focus is lazer like now! My only concern that i became very open and talkative in a negative way. Where i sometimes can't resist indulging in overtalking. Like i always say things i regret now? Why? Why my talkativity and honesty like doubled after i increased the dosage.

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    Anyone here has GERD and it makes breathing uncomfortable?

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 10:48 PM PDT

    So as the title says, has anyone experienced mild breathing discomfort which worsen the longer you meditate ? Also is there a good herb to help breathing ? I have tried cocoa and tea and i believe that they're helping but are there other herbs ? Thanks in advance :)

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    Odd sensation while meditating.

    Posted: 01 Aug 2021 01:58 AM PDT

    Im wondering if anyone has shared my experience. As a young kid, I would instinctively do this meditation thing where I would sit criss cross and look down at my open palms for a long time, focus intently and would repeatedly ask myself in my head, "who is thinking this thought right now?" who is "mexinator" really?" Who am I? and after a long time of concentrating on my existence, for a brief second, I would get this profound sensation that seemed to radiate from my head down my spine, was quite euphoric and it was a profound moment where it seemed that for a second, I was given a glimpse of my true self. The real you. You feel your true self existing inside your body. Almost an out of body experience but just for a second or two. I remember I would have to really maintain focus on what I was asking myself in-order to build up to the feeling. If I broke concentration for a second, I couldnt get to the feeling and would have to build up. It was like an intuition to do it. I don't know why or how I started this practice, but I enjoyed the sensation alot and would chase after it but It slowly became increasingly difficult to attain that "enlightened moment" and I did it less and less until I stopped altogether. I meditate regularly but I haven't been able to achieve it any longer. Has anyone else experienced something like this or know what it could be?

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    I had a Kundalini awakening out of the blue

    Posted: 01 Aug 2021 01:07 AM PDT

     Today in the morning my Kundalini fully uncoiled. I had a dream about me at first then my mom, watching YouTube on a iPad, up against the wall while sitting on my bed. At first I was laying down on my side looking up at myself, on my bed, of this girl who was analyzing this virtual reality game. She was a teenager in ordinary clothes, just like me, who looked similar to me sitting in the same position in the video. She could honestly pass as a older sister/cousin (just in case you're wondering I do not have a sister. I do have one female cousin who looks nothing like me). She was on her bed with an iPad, but on the screen was the VR game with her avatar instead. I do think the game was animated, yet it looked so realistic it almost looked like she was watching a TV show. The girl was talking about how the people in the game were literal actual gods. Fully accomplished manifestors, to the point they were ascending past the term human. Her eyes were big in awe of herself / the avatar. She was a goddess. The girl looked shocked she even did it, like she unconsciously became this and woke up to her avatar like the this. The girl explained in the video how the game is so real and everyone plays it. She said she played the game so much she forgot it was even a game to begin with. I remember her specifically saying "I play it every day and get on it every morning". That's crazy! Such a clear interpretation for a dream. I think the "game", represented real life or my life. Plus in LOA we're taught that life is just a game, we just have to know the rules to make it become our play ground. Her avatar looked a couple years older than her and very glam. She was wearing a shimmering wine red, body con dress, with a sweet hart neckline, with perfect supermodel Bella Hadid worthy make up on. She was standing near a nice couch in a glam living room of an almost sorority-looking house. I do recall a very sexy guy dressed business casual with an unbuttoned shirt walking down the hallway. I don't think that that was the avatar's boyfriend; I think it was just a guy who lived in the house. This house was huge. They were on the 2nd or 3rd floor. I got a peak of the grand staircase. I subconsciously knew that her avatar had almost supernatural abilities just like god. I never found out how the girl became a goddess in the game. I woke up before she ever got to that point. I really wish I did because I think she represented me in my life at this moment now. I don't really have to know how she did it, my theory is that the unconscious transformation is happening to me now. Meanwhile on the bed (still in the dream) , it changed to where my mom was sitting up against the wall watching the girl on the ipad. I was still laying down on my side looking up at now her on the iPad. I was kind of annoyed, like what the heck is she doing in my room all of a sudden. I guess my mom could see my annoyance and playfully poked my coochie. I was like ew stop, then I felt my Kundalini stir where she poked, next at the base of my spine. My body jerked in the dream and real life. I woke up while my snake was uncoiling. Gasps and surprised moans escaping my lips while my body jerked with the rising energy. It slowly touched each of my chakras, finally stopping at the crown chakra. This is very unexpected. I haven't been doing any Kundalini work. I have done Kundalini work before, but it was many months ago and very sporadic. This is not the first time my snake has uncoiled. A couple of months ago it shot up to my solar plexus chakra and went back down. Throughout the day, I felt called to visualize with intention all the things I wanted and one of them has already come into fruition. It was like the "snake" instructed me what to do. I visualized one after the other what I wanted in detail in my third eye portal, then sent those desires to my crown chakra. It was like I was sending them to the snakes head. This next part is sort of hard to explain, so I'll explain what the energy felt like in my body instead. After I gave the desires to the head of the snake, it slowly opened its mouth like it was loading energy. This action made it feel like an orb of energy was pooling in my crown chakra. Once the snake fully opened its mouth, or loaded enough energy, it shot it up out of my head at hyperspeed then just as quickly closed its mouth. This full process of visualizing to my guess the snake sending my desires out into the universe, happened two more times. The 3rd time this was done I felt complete and now no longer desire to manifest anything. My guess to why my Kundalini awakened happened is that I've been working with goddess Kali. A couple of days ago she told me to come up with some affirmations and repeat them for the whole day. I ONLY DID THEM FOR THAT ONE DAY. I only repeated them maybe 12 times in my head, but that was enough to make me believe them. The affs were I am truly biologically a goddess; I'm a powerful witch that can do anything I imagine with magic. I suspect on a whim it had something to do with her. To reference the dream, maybe "my mom" wasn't literally my mom but Kali. She is the mother of basically the universe. Update: I'm pretty sure Kali did have a part in this because she guided me to write this in immense detail and post it somewhere I can get answers. Plus, from what I researched after people have their Kundalini awakening they slowly transform into a spiritual being (that would make sense) and they start purging emotions. It's night time while I'm writing this, a whole day has passed since my Kundalini rose. Let's say I'm pretty burnt out. So many emotions have come up. I went to feeling on top of the world, to rock bottom, wanting everything to now nothing at all, to at peace. I know absolutely nothing about Kundalini, just the basics really. I still can't believe this happened especially since I'm so young and sporadically work on Kundalini. Mostly yoga practice, meditations, and some research. But what I do know is that many masters/gurus warn about fully unleashing Kundalini all at once due to the rapid changes that must be adjusted to overtime. Nothing crazy has happened yet, but it's only been one day. Just to clarify and I probably should have said this first, I DO NOT DO DRUGS NOR DO I HAVE A HISTORY OF DOING DRUGS! Not even weed or anything like it. I have been developing my spirituality for 3 to 4+ years and only heard of Kundalini a year of two ago. My question is how do I prepare for the changes of Kundalini and what the heck happens afterward it has awakened? I would love to hear any dream interpretations too. 
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    Siddhassana pose

    Posted: 01 Aug 2021 01:06 AM PDT

    I have been meditating in siddhassana pose and I'm fairly new practicing this pose and after 10 minutes I get burning sensation and small pain in legs which makes meditation uncomfortable after 10 min! any suggestions?

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    “The totality of one’s experience can become the field of contemplation”

    Posted: 01 Aug 2021 12:47 AM PDT

    I'm reading waking up by Sam Harris and this quote from the book is probably the best thing I've read. Such a brilliant and beautiful way to describe meditation.

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    That's dedicated for mind observers.

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 10:18 AM PDT

    There is no time, my friends, there is no time in wisdom. Time means collecting, wisdom lets go in any tiniest period of time.

    Drop, drop, drop.

    Empty your burdens.

    That's forgetting which is food of wise.

    That's why river has no time in flow.

    O my wisdom seeker friends, you should decide do you want to heal or think?

    I say heal first, then think, that's right thinking.

    Ask questions, let go answering.

    Just touch and let go for million times in a nano second.

    Water can't cling, because water knows no time.

    That's timelessness in flow.

    Water touches stones and let them go.

    You touch memories and let go.

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    anyone meditate in half- lotus position feel a blockage in energy around the "root chakra"?

    Posted: 01 Aug 2021 12:35 AM PDT

    Secular chants/mantras for meditation to help aid sleep?

    Posted: 01 Aug 2021 12:26 AM PDT

    Hi all,

    I'm looking for mantras/chants that I can use which are *not* based in any kind of formal religion or religious practice but can be used before bed or when my anxiety gets bad to help me get a better nights sleep.

    I fully understand that most meditation comes from religious movements, however adopting chants from Buddhism and the like when I don't subscribe to those beliefs feels like misappropriation to me.

    I thought I'd found a good chant in "Lumen de Lumine", then my head translated it and I realised that it comes from (or at least echos) the profession of faith in the Catholic church which for various reasons is not something I want to have my meditation practice associated with.

    I've tried multiple forms of meditation over the years and the best form for me is to sit in stillness listening to music, and if there is a chant I can add at the same time then that's even better.

    Thanks in advance for any suggestions that you have :)

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    I regret not doing this earlier.

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 09:34 AM PDT

    The first time I discovered meditation was when I was 14. I was going through some horrible bullying, and had developed severe anxiety and anxiety-induced digestion issues. I tried a few sessions, but my previous assumptions about meditation made it hard and uncomfortable.

    Now, at 17, I incorporated this habit as a part of my daily routine. I started with ten minutes a day, and gradually increased to forty minutes. I saw unbelievable changes in just one month. It's one thing to hear about the benefits of meditation, and entirely something else to actually experience them. I experienced various changes in myself—each equally important and deserving a paragraph of their own—but I'm only going to discuss the most impactful one to keep it brief.

    My relationship with boredom and silence changed. Nowadays people rarely have a chance to be bored—you feel a (normal and healthy) gap between your schedule, and you immediately open up YouTube or Reddit. You start scrolling through content that you don't even care about, just to avoid being alone with your thoughts. Meditation slowly changed this mindset for me. Silence—something that used to mean "hell" to me—became a time for relaxing and simply enjoying the moment. My screen-on time decreased from 42 hours a week (yikes!) to 17.5 hours.

    Meditation can have a ripple effect in your life. If you are a beginner and currently treat meditation like Aspirin (like I did), try to look for how this practice is already changing your life. At the same time, try to figure out what areas of your life could be improved in the future, and take an active stance towards making that change happen. You won't regret it.

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    How can I work on separating from my over judgmental self-awareness causing my depression and anxiety?

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 03:05 PM PDT

    advice for how to do this, potentially aided with meditation, would really help.

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    What am i doing wrong?

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 11:17 PM PDT

    I've always been told about the benefits of meditation and i've tried meditating but i just don't understand it. What does it mean to meditate? It's like everybody is doing something different to me. I sit in silence and don't think about anything and nothing ever comes of it? What am i doing wrong.

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    What are your thoughts on the appropriation of meditation by corporate self-improvement methods?

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 06:03 AM PDT

    Meditation has hit the main stream in the last few years and has definitely been given a boost by people's struggles during the pandemic and this is, of course, a good thing.

    However, I'm becoming increasingly concerned that meditation is now being used to promote the same corny, corporate, manipulative, quasi-macho self-improvement crap that filled everyone's bookshelves in the 80's and 90's.

    What do you guys think? Am I just unnecessarily gatekeeping?

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    When it rains,

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 12:56 PM PDT

    Drop memories like sky drops rain.

    Not only it will soften soil,

    but also it will wet your soul.

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    Finding time to meditate?

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 08:06 PM PDT

    Seems like there is never a good time. In the morning I take my coffee and work out (and the caffeine makes me very impatient) then it's work. When I come home I am pretty mentally exhausted and want to relax but by 7PM the family all comes home and it's loud. Seems like there's always a problem.

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    I cant keep my eyes closed longer then a minute? HELP

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 02:06 PM PDT

    Hi meditators of Reddit. Why cant i keep my eyes closed all of a sudden for longer then a minute? I reaaally wanna meditate my ass off but i just cant keep them closed my mind starts to feel very tense my forehead from the inside feels tensed up when i close my eyes and i feel nauseous when i try to keep them closed for longer then a minute. And when i open them im very disoriented. Whats going on here?

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    I think I'm not meditating properly... (Odd problem)

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 01:48 PM PDT

    Hello. I needed to make a post of my problem, as I didn't find nothing about it on the Internet. I've been trying to fix or ignore it for two years, but it just disencouraged me to practice meditation.

    I began to start meditation months ago before the problem appeared. I used to focus on my breathing, and specially my belly and chest going up and down, no more. It used to relax me. But then, one day this changed forever.

    Whenever I try to perform this kind of meditation, my mind tend to focus on a point from some part of my belly (usually on my left side), and sometimes it focuses on two or three separated points. I see that sometimes these points can move constantly and form patterns, shapes and curves, doing something like a doodle. When I try to focus on my chest, my mind pays more attention to one lung than the other (again, it tends to focus more on the left lung), and also my mind creates again those imaginary points and move them randomly.

    I find impossible to focus on all my belly / chest or to only concentrate in the middle. Of course, I can move to another type of meditation, but I used to love this one.

    I tried to accept the feeling and stop considerating this event as a problem, but it's not calming to see those points wandering constantly around my stomach, I feel uncomfortable.

    Should I give up and move to another sort of meditation, or still trying to accept it and letting it be?

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    Is it normal to cry during meditation?

    Posted: 31 Jul 2021 09:05 AM PDT

    Yesterday I was having a very anxiety-filled day after an unfortunate talk with my ex. I decided to follow a guided meditation to try and calm myself down and find some clarity. During the meditation, it said something along the lines of visualizing yourself in a place that brings you peace, bringing as much detail to it as possible in your mind. I brought myself back to a camping trip by the ocean I went on with my family when I was around twelve years old.

    Somehow, I'm not sure how; but I felt a huge emotional release which has never happened to me during meditation before. I started crying, not even because I was sad, just... it happened, and I couldn't control it. I chose to let it out instead of trying to stop myself.

    Afterwards, I felt a sense of clarity that I've never felt before. But at the same time, I was left with this lingering feeling of melancholy. I'm not quite sure what happened honestly, or if this was something positive. Has this happened to anyone else? I've been meditating off-and-on for the last couple years but its only in the last three months or so I've been diving deeper and meditating more regularly and consistently.

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